This week has been especially frustrating in numerous aspects. There is an ominous cloud of grey hanging above my head and it's growing blacker by the hour.
I am struggling in school, it feels as if I am barely keeping my head above water. The early morning classes are killing me and, I cannot tell a lie, I have been absent more than I care to admit. More than I know is acceptable. Here I am in the semester before I graduate and I can't even show up to class on a regular basis. I am shooting myself in the foot! Let me wave goodbye to the previous semesters 4.0 GPA while I can still spot it on the horizon, bye-bye!
My writing is really suffering. In class my erasure works harder than my pen. What meager writing I do produce is terrible. I doubt my writing ability now more than I ever have before. I don't think all the desire and passion in the world can make up for my lack of skill.
On top of it all I am supposed to be deciding which college to transfer to and all I can think about is how I didn't apply to any of the really good journalism schools and will therefore never get a job or become a writer.
Like I said, ominous cloud growing BIGGER and BLACKER by the hour.
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